My Introduction

There are many of us in this world. Perhaps too many in certain places, perhaps too few in others. You have seen us in our galore attire amoung many others who array similar attire. It is how we set ourselves apart from the boring mass who actually put first things first. Regardless of your opinion on us, we are what we are. And I'm sure our lives prove far more intriguing than those who choose not to explore.

I am the ace, the all-out partyanimal, the person who is afraid of too little and these are the stories my adventures. The stories of my roller coaster, I promise, won't disappoint you.

We'll start from the beginning.
Skipping the influences of my adolescent years, I go right to the beginning of the teenager. As I come to the end of my teenage years, I'd like to look back at a life lived at the fullest and that is one filled with wasteful nights, encounters with "important" people and a lot of synthetic joy. Playing with the toys of a 21 year old since the age of 13, I'm already yawning by the bar table. And that was exactly what I had yearned to achieve.

Remember back in the days when you got excited over going to the shopping center with your girl friends? Getting all eager about taking pictures at the photobooth and then having brunch at the buffet?

As a matter of fact, lets go even a little further when you were so enthusiastic about having a beer with a friend, talking about it for weeks, making sure your every weekend was occupied by something similar. A house party thrown by your local beaner. Remember those days?

I remember as a struggling teenager who stumbled piteously to find a niche, how I put my sights so short and low. How many standards faltered as they tried to assemble themselves. I remember how easily I was amused and how sadly I put myself through torture to attend and abide to what I saw myself as. To what I thought was the top in a small world. The chinese called it "jing di zhe wa". Or the frog in the bottom of a well.